Aug 31, 2006
so finish mine scope...
not a gd experience.. result... intestine infection....
haiz....
Thanks Thomas for accompaning me to hospital....
BLEACH 7:52 PM
so finish mine scope...
not a gd experience.. result... intestine infection....
haiz....
Thanks Thomas for accompaning me to hospital....
BLEACH 7:52 PM
haiz.. today... in afew hour time will be going for a scope..
not worry about the process but worry about the result after it..
BLEACH 11:32 AM
Aug 30, 2006
Got a dig cam for sharon.. pass it to her yesterday...
so happy to see her over the moon about it...
just hope she take care of the camera..
SAMSUNG DIGIMAX V700
BLEACH 11:34 PM
Got a dig cam for sharon.. pass it to her yesterday...
so happy to see her over the moon about it...
just hope she take care of the camera..
SAMSUNG DIGIMAX V700
BLEACH 11:34 PM
Live version
[Intro:]
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
[Verse 1:]
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in
Because I'm goin' again
To him I just can't be true
[Bridge:]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I'm happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
[Verse 2:]
I feel it in the air
As I'm doin my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hangin' with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
[Bridge:]
Cause I know that he knows im unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I'm happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
Our love... his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this... anymore
Oooohhh... anymore
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
Oooohhh
...a murderer
No no no
Yeah yeah
BLEACH 11:01 PM
Aug 28, 2006
Dont noe whats wrong with me....
weekend stomach upset, weekday vomit...
Whats really going on with mine health??
Can anyone tell me whats wrong ??...
BLEACH 9:16 PM
Dont noe whats wrong with me....
weekend stomach upset, weekday vomit...
Whats really going on with mine health??
Can anyone tell me whats wrong ??...
BLEACH 9:16 PM
Aug 24, 2006
haiz.. health is not better again this week... food dont seems to go down.. all stuck.. whats going on ?? i really dont noe what happen.. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MINE HEALTH ??????????
BLEACH 10:51 PM
haiz.. health is not better again this week... food dont seems to go down.. all stuck.. whats going on ?? i really dont noe what happen.. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MINE HEALTH ??????????
BLEACH 10:51 PM
Aug 22, 2006
A love came by,
through the hurt and betray
through the tears and heartache
where the love will head to ?
The lover is here
what love will it bring ?
signs of a happy future
or another ending with heart break ?
Love have came and gone
leaving happiness and sorrow
bring yet another experience in life
weather it comes or goes
Touch mine heart with love
showering me with care and warm
A love..
came and gone like wind
BLEACH 10:53 PM
A love came by,
through the hurt and betray
through the tears and heartache
where the love will head to ?
The lover is here
what love will it bring ?
signs of a happy future
or another ending with heart break ?
Love have came and gone
leaving happiness and sorrow
bring yet another experience in life
weather it comes or goes
Touch mine heart with love
showering me with care and warm
A love..
came and gone like wind
BLEACH 10:53 PM
Aug 21, 2006
18th Aug..
Taken a leave on the day cos sharon's bday..
first surprise was on 17th Aug (thursday) send her a bday cake n swiss roll from Rich & Gd... 18th Aug taken leave but when back for about an hour to clear some stuff as normal email & updates... left round 11pm and drop by the flowershop to see the flower before going to fetch her...
after arriving.. the delivery of the flower was LATE !!!! it was planned to be around 11-12.. but it only came at 12.20.. have to call them n tell them off...
after her work.. she though that i was on half day leave.. and that i was still in office.. 2nd surprise i appear before her.. :p took her to lunch at swensens n a Japan buffet dinner at Miramir hotel... all ended quite early as i have to rush for the company genting trip...
19th Aug..
Reach genting early at 4-5 am and check in to First World hotel.. plan to rest but was pull to First world's Casino.. ended at 7am without any win or lose.. woke up at 10 am to walk around.. feel so lonely alone.. all alone.. walk around the casino n indoor theme park.. so sian.. then the price at outdoor theme park made me reconsider to go in.. but after walking awhile.. to boring.. so just buy the ticket n go in.. saw afew of them inside.. played afew rides ended up mostly is camera man.. haiz.. what to do...
dinner time.. did not really go well.. eat n vomit, eat n vomit.. practically vomit what ever i eat.. after the second vomit.. came out of toliet.. all are gone.. wanted to eat something light but all r gone.. haiz.. only to see them taking group photo without anyone notice i missing.... so end up i hide one corner.. to appear after the photo... seems that no one notice haiz.. Predestined Loner... anyway after dinner they went casino i when there again.. only to end up lossing not alot..
after that when back to room n rest end of the day...
20th Aug..
so lonely when on the trip back.. want to engage in conversation but it seems so hard to get in to it.. when i want to go in they like change topic.. so hard.. so sian.. so lonely..Predestined Loner...
BLEACH 9:37 PM
18th Aug..
Taken a leave on the day cos sharon's bday..
first surprise was on 17th Aug (thursday) send her a bday cake n swiss roll from Rich & Gd... 18th Aug taken leave but when back for about an hour to clear some stuff as normal email & updates... left round 11pm and drop by the flowershop to see the flower before going to fetch her...
after arriving.. the delivery of the flower was LATE !!!! it was planned to be around 11-12.. but it only came at 12.20.. have to call them n tell them off...
after her work.. she though that i was on half day leave.. and that i was still in office.. 2nd surprise i appear before her.. :p took her to lunch at swensens n a Japan buffet dinner at Miramir hotel... all ended quite early as i have to rush for the company genting trip...
19th Aug..
Reach genting early at 4-5 am and check in to First World hotel.. plan to rest but was pull to First world's Casino.. ended at 7am without any win or lose.. woke up at 10 am to walk around.. feel so lonely alone.. all alone.. walk around the casino n indoor theme park.. so sian.. then the price at outdoor theme park made me reconsider to go in.. but after walking awhile.. to boring.. so just buy the ticket n go in.. saw afew of them inside.. played afew rides ended up mostly is camera man.. haiz.. what to do...
dinner time.. did not really go well.. eat n vomit, eat n vomit.. practically vomit what ever i eat.. after the second vomit.. came out of toliet.. all are gone.. wanted to eat something light but all r gone.. haiz.. only to see them taking group photo without anyone notice i missing.... so end up i hide one corner.. to appear after the photo... seems that no one notice haiz.. Predestined Loner... anyway after dinner they went casino i when there again.. only to end up lossing not alot..
after that when back to room n rest end of the day...
20th Aug..
so lonely when on the trip back.. want to engage in conversation but it seems so hard to get in to it.. when i want to go in they like change topic.. so hard.. so sian.. so lonely..Predestined Loner...
BLEACH 9:37 PM
Aug 17, 2006
We r e author for a book named "Our Life" It's chapters filled with memories n nightmare, love n torn, laughter n sorrow. Every min n every sec, every decision, Every choice will effect every little things. Choose well n dont regret, Once written will never be erase as time will never return nor wait...
Distance between you and me is not by measurement,
but when you cant be hold on too,
Words that cant be mention,
Hurt that cant be seen,
Feelings that must be hidden,
Love that cant be review.
When e 1 u love left u, u r hurt but u cant hate him as u both hve feeling 4 each other b4,yet it is hard 2 b friend as both bcom the most understanding stranger...
life's like a coin with 2 sides
Gd or bad, Love or Hate, Happy or Sad, Life or Death. All divided by a thin line of choice.
Wrong choice cause life of regret.
Choise wise n dont look back even if u noe u made the wrong one.
Every choice have a bright side, it only depend on how u see it
BLEACH 11:53 PM
We r e author for a book named "Our Life" It's chapters filled with memories n nightmare, love n torn, laughter n sorrow. Every min n every sec, every decision, Every choice will effect every little things. Choose well n dont regret, Once written will never be erase as time will never return nor wait...
Distance between you and me is not by measurement,
but when you cant be hold on too,
Words that cant be mention,
Hurt that cant be seen,
Feelings that must be hidden,
Love that cant be review.
When e 1 u love left u, u r hurt but u cant hate him as u both hve feeling 4 each other b4,yet it is hard 2 b friend as both bcom the most understanding stranger...
life's like a coin with 2 sides
Gd or bad, Love or Hate, Happy or Sad, Life or Death. All divided by a thin line of choice.
Wrong choice cause life of regret.
Choise wise n dont look back even if u noe u made the wrong one.
Every choice have a bright side, it only depend on how u see it
BLEACH 11:53 PM
Aug 13, 2006
12 Aug (Sat)
We sat Morning and noon was nothing much other then watch VCD lor..
but the main event was the trip to Loof at 9 pm....
Manage to meet up with first Hua, next was our new friend to the group that was Joo Bee, follow by Pong and Q and lastly Xing Yao before we head off for dinner... Zen An will be late, Eddy n wei wei meet us up later at the Loof itself and we ordered a bottle of Chivas, and as times go by we order afew finger food.. But Joo bee left at 10 so early.. before she left we manage to catch the fireworks.. although not clear but at least we manage to see it..
anyway it will till around 12 plus then we finish that bottle n left there..
it was like so long since we have such a nice gathering...
13 Aug(Sun)
Did not sleep well due to fan problem.. so took another fan to replace it.. but haiz.. cant sleep well as it dont really work well so only really sleep for around 2-3 hour the rest of the time was turning over n over.. but still cant sleep well..
woke up at 7 and went to market to buy lots of Pandan Cake for the visit to Old Folk Home later at noon... The visit to Old Folk home was quite nice.. they enjoy eating the cake.. but after then end of it.. i was very tired..
What a tired, fun & meanful weekend...
BLEACH 8:17 PM
12 Aug (Sat)
We sat Morning and noon was nothing much other then watch VCD lor..
but the main event was the trip to Loof at 9 pm....
Manage to meet up with first Hua, next was our new friend to the group that was Joo Bee, follow by Pong and Q and lastly Xing Yao before we head off for dinner... Zen An will be late, Eddy n wei wei meet us up later at the Loof itself and we ordered a bottle of Chivas, and as times go by we order afew finger food.. But Joo bee left at 10 so early.. before she left we manage to catch the fireworks.. although not clear but at least we manage to see it..
anyway it will till around 12 plus then we finish that bottle n left there..
it was like so long since we have such a nice gathering...
13 Aug(Sun)
Did not sleep well due to fan problem.. so took another fan to replace it.. but haiz.. cant sleep well as it dont really work well so only really sleep for around 2-3 hour the rest of the time was turning over n over.. but still cant sleep well..
woke up at 7 and went to market to buy lots of Pandan Cake for the visit to Old Folk Home later at noon... The visit to Old Folk home was quite nice.. they enjoy eating the cake.. but after then end of it.. i was very tired..
What a tired, fun & meanful weekend...
BLEACH 8:17 PM
Aug 10, 2006
Thanks to Thomas for this nice song.. .Thank you...
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Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me
We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby
I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me
Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)
If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman
BLEACH 9:09 PM
Thanks to Thomas for this nice song.. .Thank you...
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Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me
We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby
I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me
Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)
If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman
BLEACH 9:09 PM
Aug 6, 2006
BLEACH 10:36 PM
直到爱消失你才懂得去珍惜
身边每个美好风景只是它早已离去
直到你想通他早已经不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
When you like or love someone is it a must to keep it by urside ??
or just let it go ??
If you love that person.. let it go..
if it come back.. the love is there..
but if that person dont.. well just wish that the person is happier with another person...
If you love that person.. treasure every moments.. even if it is just a very simple meal or a simple chat.. it might just become the only memories you have with that person......
What is love ???
BLEACH 10:36 PM
Aug 5, 2006
BLEACH 12:41 AM
有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
BLEACH 12:41 AM