Jul 31, 2006
O mortals what is lovethat blinds beyond life on earth?
To all corners in a pair we fly, braving summer and winter by and by.
Union is bliss parting is woes, agony is boundless for a lovelorn soul
Sweetheart give me a word....trails of clouds drifting forward.
Amid mountains capped with snows.
Whither shall my lonesome shadow go?
BLEACH 11:46 PM
O mortals what is lovethat blinds beyond life on earth?
To all corners in a pair we fly, braving summer and winter by and by.
Union is bliss parting is woes, agony is boundless for a lovelorn soul
Sweetheart give me a word....trails of clouds drifting forward.
Amid mountains capped with snows.
Whither shall my lonesome shadow go?
BLEACH 11:46 PM
Jul 30, 2006
Wanted to stay home n rest today.. but recieved a call from mine friend to have a buffet lunch at a Vegetarain Restaurant at Liat Towers called LINGZHI VEGETRAIN.. overall the food is quite nice.. but when it comes to drink.. it is costly.. sign. though it is buffet but then it dont include free flow of drinks... shit.. did not ask about that...
Anyway we have somehow quite decide that it will be a place for our gathering at Sept...
BLEACH 10:10 PM
Wanted to stay home n rest today.. but recieved a call from mine friend to have a buffet lunch at a Vegetarain Restaurant at Liat Towers called LINGZHI VEGETRAIN.. overall the food is quite nice.. but when it comes to drink.. it is costly.. sign. though it is buffet but then it dont include free flow of drinks... shit.. did not ask about that...
Anyway we have somehow quite decide that it will be a place for our gathering at Sept...
BLEACH 10:10 PM
haiz... pocket no money liao... only enough to eat n transport... so sunday going to stay home all day..
so today only go out n walk walk at suntec only.. kind of boring but mainly is we sit down n talk talk n enjoy the cooling air con :p just before dinner we went to see fishes at the pond.. quite relaxing when looking at them.. haiz.. wanted to have fish at home but.. consider the fact that i might neglact them.. might as well dont let them suffer while in mine care...
after the dinner at Just Noodles (business quite gd now compare to our first visit when they just open) i went to dedicate song "Most Beautiful Girl In The World by Prince" for sharon, sadly the song was not played but at least the msg was read out...
overall today was quite nice.. and i really miss sharon alot... dont noe why.. but i need her to be by mine side it give me a motive to do things...
BLEACH 1:32 AM
Jul 29, 2006
How can I get through days when I can't get through hours
Could U be (Could U be)The Most Beautiful Girl in the World
And if the stars ever fell one by one from the sky
Could U be
Could U beThe Most Beautiful Girl in the World
BLEACH 12:57 AM
U be The Most Beautiful Girl in the World
It's plain 2 see U're the reason that God made a girl
When the day turns into the last day of all time
When the day turns into the last day of all time
I can say, I hope U are in these arms of mine
And when the night falls before that day I will cry
I will cry
tears of joy cause after U all one can do is die
Could U be The Most Beautiful Girl in the World Could U
Could U be The Most Beautiful Girl in the World Could U
beIt's plain 2 see
U're the reason that God made a girl
Oh yes U are
How can I get through days when I can't get through hours
I can try but when I do I see U and I'm devoured
Oh Yes
Who'd allow, who'd allow a face 2 be soft as a flower
I could bow and feel proud in the light of this power
Oh Yes
Could U be (Could U be)The Most Beautiful Girl in the World
Could U beIt's plain 2 see U're the reason that God made a girl
Oh yes U are
And if the stars ever fell one by one from the sky
I know Mars could not be 2 far behind
Cuz baby, this kind of beauty has got no reason 2 ever be shy
Cuz honey, this kind of beauty the kind that comes from inside
Could U be
The Most Beautiful Girl in the World
So beautiful, beautifulIt's plain 2 see (Plain 2 see)
U're the reason that God made a girl
Could U be The Most Beautiful Girl in the World (U U're my girl)
It's plain 2 see U're the reason that God made a girl (U're the reason)
If the stars (Could U be)
ever fell one by one from the sky(The Most Beautiful Girl in the World)
Oh Yeah
I know Mars (It's plain 2 see) could not be 2 far behind(U're the reason that God made a girl)
Could U beThe Most Beautiful Girl in the World
Could U beThe Most Beautiful Girl in the World
Could U...
Could U...
BLEACH 12:57 AM
Jul 27, 2006
sign.. what a day today.. cancel mine leave n change to half day(out after lunch) return to office in hope to clear mine stuff..
guess what.. power trip... twice.. and then all work have to be stop to source the main faulty plug.. mostly think is time to relax but i crazy la.. just want to work n work.. at first want to cancel mine medical appointment.. crazy right.. i noe..
well in the end i still go for the appointment... end up waiting for almost 2 hour for the ultrasound to finish the scan, after the scan the have no comment have wait till 15 Aug for a visit to the doc to see how it is... haiz... really worry it is something bad...
after the scan when home but when i reach home.. found out that most of the CS still at office around 7.. haiz... should have go back office to help....
I am just a crazy person who want to work...
haiz... also got news that someone is leaving.. sad leh.. why must go ?? haiz...
BLEACH 6:39 PM
sign.. what a day today.. cancel mine leave n change to half day(out after lunch) return to office in hope to clear mine stuff..
guess what.. power trip... twice.. and then all work have to be stop to source the main faulty plug.. mostly think is time to relax but i crazy la.. just want to work n work.. at first want to cancel mine medical appointment.. crazy right.. i noe..
well in the end i still go for the appointment... end up waiting for almost 2 hour for the ultrasound to finish the scan, after the scan the have no comment have wait till 15 Aug for a visit to the doc to see how it is... haiz... really worry it is something bad...
after the scan when home but when i reach home.. found out that most of the CS still at office around 7.. haiz... should have go back office to help....
I am just a crazy person who want to work...
haiz... also got news that someone is leaving.. sad leh.. why must go ?? haiz...
BLEACH 6:39 PM
Jul 23, 2006
haiz.. Organizing a meet up/gathering/event seems to get harder and harder....
as one by one get pair up the harder it gets....
long gone the time where we can meet up every weekend sitting down to chat, play some board games together... But all this only seems like not more then half a year ago... It seems that after the last chalet at Feb many seems to be busy with their stuff...
kindly of abit tired trying so hard to get them to get together... Almost every Friday will msg them to ask if they are free.. Even though I noe the ans in mine heart that most will not turn up..
even now.. The chalet at Oct.. Was actually for mine Bday... Almost everyother's Bday someone will do the planning for them... Now that I have plan mine very own.. Mine very own with no one really chipping in much idea till I tell them to meet up to chip in then they think about it...
I kindly of like no choice cos if I dont ask them for idea... Later some will comment that the chalet is to expensive... EXPENSIVE ???
for the last chalet do they actually noe that I was paying more and almost the whole of mine year end bonus was gone? Do they noe that the cost I told them was actually not real ? Just a basic math calculation will tell you that how can the cost of the BBQ food for 10-12 and tools with 3 cartons of drink how cant it be only less then 100...
And so many other cost that I absorb minself.....
This time round... So many ppl seems to be unavailable and was kind of like force to rearrange their plans...
of all 10 ppl.. 2 where oversea due to personal reason cant be blame... 2 due to study exam cant be blame... 4 due to personal/work reason will be late cant be blame... left 2 whom will be at chalet most of them time ... Since most have some reason that cant be blame so why not delay the thing...
ok first I decide to delay but... Still no point also I find that I am burning out soon... Those other friend of mine keep on telling me no use to keep this going on but I really want to have this whole click of friends.. I really wanted to.. But... I am burning out soon really burning out...
how many times did I have to hid the real cost.... So many time that I have to absorb the cost....
I am really tired this time... Tired of being so "ON".... Tired of asking and know the answer will be so negative....
(sob while typing this.... Heartache... Who know and appreciate what I have done...)
BLEACH 12:44 AM
haiz.. Organizing a meet up/gathering/event seems to get harder and harder....
as one by one get pair up the harder it gets....
long gone the time where we can meet up every weekend sitting down to chat, play some board games together... But all this only seems like not more then half a year ago... It seems that after the last chalet at Feb many seems to be busy with their stuff...
kindly of abit tired trying so hard to get them to get together... Almost every Friday will msg them to ask if they are free.. Even though I noe the ans in mine heart that most will not turn up..
even now.. The chalet at Oct.. Was actually for mine Bday... Almost everyother's Bday someone will do the planning for them... Now that I have plan mine very own.. Mine very own with no one really chipping in much idea till I tell them to meet up to chip in then they think about it...
I kindly of like no choice cos if I dont ask them for idea... Later some will comment that the chalet is to expensive... EXPENSIVE ???
for the last chalet do they actually noe that I was paying more and almost the whole of mine year end bonus was gone? Do they noe that the cost I told them was actually not real ? Just a basic math calculation will tell you that how can the cost of the BBQ food for 10-12 and tools with 3 cartons of drink how cant it be only less then 100...
And so many other cost that I absorb minself.....
This time round... So many ppl seems to be unavailable and was kind of like force to rearrange their plans...
of all 10 ppl.. 2 where oversea due to personal reason cant be blame... 2 due to study exam cant be blame... 4 due to personal/work reason will be late cant be blame... left 2 whom will be at chalet most of them time ... Since most have some reason that cant be blame so why not delay the thing...
ok first I decide to delay but... Still no point also I find that I am burning out soon... Those other friend of mine keep on telling me no use to keep this going on but I really want to have this whole click of friends.. I really wanted to.. But... I am burning out soon really burning out...
how many times did I have to hid the real cost.... So many time that I have to absorb the cost....
I am really tired this time... Tired of being so "ON".... Tired of asking and know the answer will be so negative....
(sob while typing this.... Heartache... Who know and appreciate what I have done...)
BLEACH 12:44 AM
Jul 22, 2006
I really want to hold you forever mine baby x2
不要就放弃 别留下想念你的痕迹 逃出了回忆 在雨里让我清心彻底
不爱就别在继续 别留下痛恨你的情绪 甩掉了过去 在风里让我痛快的呼吸
你说过的话早已在风里 做过的事也不过是取悦自己OH YE
在等待若是不够让你彻底回心转意 倒不如痛快的离去 BABY
男人的苦究竟有谁会明了孤独的沙丘
总是在日晒后独自泪流 男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
男人的烦恼绕啊绕 快乐就让你一个人得到
(男人的苦 男人的痛 你都不会明白 YE
你要走就走千万别回头没有你的生活既然继续
就让这爱碎的彻底 若是用哀求去挽留
我怎么说的出口 爱你的是非对错
永远都没有人能体会)
你吻过的心已冰冷如熄
爱过的人也不过是幸运而已OH YE
太懂得若是不能让你从爱上中逃离
倒不如干脆的放弃
男人的苦究竟有谁会明了 孤独的沙丘
总是在日晒后独自泪流 男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
男人的烦恼绕啊绕 快乐就让你一个人得到
男人的苦究竟有谁会明了孤傲的笑
总是在乌云中独自逗留男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
两人的巢就让我烧爱情让你一个人拥有
BLEACH 1:02 AM
I really want to hold you forever mine baby x2
不要就放弃 别留下想念你的痕迹 逃出了回忆 在雨里让我清心彻底
不爱就别在继续 别留下痛恨你的情绪 甩掉了过去 在风里让我痛快的呼吸
你说过的话早已在风里 做过的事也不过是取悦自己OH YE
在等待若是不够让你彻底回心转意 倒不如痛快的离去 BABY
男人的苦究竟有谁会明了孤独的沙丘
总是在日晒后独自泪流 男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
男人的烦恼绕啊绕 快乐就让你一个人得到
(男人的苦 男人的痛 你都不会明白 YE
你要走就走千万别回头没有你的生活既然继续
就让这爱碎的彻底 若是用哀求去挽留
我怎么说的出口 爱你的是非对错
永远都没有人能体会)
你吻过的心已冰冷如熄
爱过的人也不过是幸运而已OH YE
太懂得若是不能让你从爱上中逃离
倒不如干脆的放弃
男人的苦究竟有谁会明了 孤独的沙丘
总是在日晒后独自泪流 男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
男人的烦恼绕啊绕 快乐就让你一个人得到
男人的苦究竟有谁会明了孤傲的笑
总是在乌云中独自逗留男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
两人的巢就让我烧爱情让你一个人拥有
BLEACH 1:02 AM
This morning nearly late.. cos i suddenly decide to bring mine swimming stuff along n to walk to MRT instead of taking bus... hope can end work early today but it appears not to..
well work have not been smooth today... friday was buzy as normal...
but cant stand it when i was like treated as an invisible guy...
all was having like chatting fun but.... treated me like a invisble guy...
whats wrong with me being so hardworking so on ???
whats wrong with me staying behind to confirm that warehouse have got all document ??
is too hardworking a mistake ???
no one is in office at sat.. if warehouse dont have doc.. then how ?? someone have to go back n fax to them or check the system for them... i stay to prevent that... is that a mistake ??
what crime have i committed ??? what have i done do deserve the cold that some ppl treat me in office?? am i too friendly ?
who understand how i feel ???
BLEACH 12:30 AM
Jul 17, 2006
rascal flatts-What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and
Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do (x2)
BLEACH 11:04 PM
rascal flatts-What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and
Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do (x2)
BLEACH 11:04 PM