Feb 26, 2006

25 March…

Well This sat might be the last saturday our company officially work on sat….
At work place everyone seems relax.. but I am the only buzy one.. running here and there to complete n rush on documents… stomach acting weird again.. haiz… after work meet mine gf up and we when to mine home.. lunch only was Maggie.. n spend the afternoon laying in bedroom half sleep half talking to her… then around 4 plus left home to jurong east to take the shuttle bus to Raffles country club to attend Nova’s wedding dinner…

Started off feeling sad but as it go by with some red wine.. I did manage to cheer mineself up.. me Emily, Charmine, and Sandra was challenging each other to bottom up’s the red wine.. we finish around 3 cups in total but I don’t feel drunk cos I still can think n move with clear mind.. ppl keep saying I was drunk.. but if I am drunk how can I be so clear in mind.. ?? was I too high ? but I feel sian in side mine heart..

After the dinner ended, I went to Boon Lay Mac to meet The hua Bros, eddy n wei wei..
Seeing Gui Hui n wei wei with sun burns all over and eddy with big bag.. I guess that they went on a trip without me… Gui hua n Eddy was like trying to say something to each other but I was in between them so I can confirm that mine guess was correct.. but I did not mention it out till someone told me that I was smoked.. It was then I told them that I knew about it and I start linking the clues together n confirm with them mine guess… sign… they did when but without me… Even if they invite me I don’t think I can go also… due to work n attendances to the wedding dinner…

Well we have 10 kids set meal ya 10 sets…. Just to get the toy for me they eat 10 sets…

Sorry to u guys whom suffered with me at Mac….

Overall it was n day with up and downs…


26 March…

Early 7.55am woke up when mine gf called, actually I set alarm at 8 am… so I leave house at 830 to meet her up… n as planned we when to orchard.. just walk walk n see see around.. during noon time we watch The Pink Panther movie.. overall was funny (ya It was to be funny)

after movie we head to Marina Square n as per usual we go there sure look for gui hua….

While chatting with gui hua half way his phone msg ring n say that eddy msg him n ask me if eddy did msg me.. well with this I can guess they r meeting up tonight again… n might not be calling me as I did not received any…

But around 8.30pm I receive msg from eddy I not sure if gui hua told eddy that he mention to me about the sms that eddy send to him.. n with that eddy don’t feel comfortable about smoking me n let me noe last min… as things cant be hid from me anymore… But the damage was already done… not once but twice.. first the sentosa trip second the meet up tonight… I don’t noe whats going on with them.. don’t they treat me as friends / buddy / bro anymore ? Anyway… it hurts a lot.. emotional damage will leave scars in heart but physical damage can be healed..

Though today can be a happy day.. but end up… sign… why cant I decide whats gd n bad for me ? why those friends / buddy / bro that I though I finally found as a true treasure that can last forever smoke me till this extend n don’t trust that I noe mine health condition ?

BLEACH 11:12 PM