Feb 26, 2006
25 March…
Well This sat might be the last saturday our company officially work on sat….
At work place everyone seems relax.. but I am the only buzy one.. running here and there to complete n rush on documents… stomach acting weird again.. haiz… after work meet mine gf up and we when to mine home.. lunch only was Maggie.. n spend the afternoon laying in bedroom half sleep half talking to her… then around 4 plus left home to jurong east to take the shuttle bus to Raffles country club to attend Nova’s wedding dinner…
Started off feeling sad but as it go by with some red wine.. I did manage to cheer mineself up.. me Emily, Charmine, and Sandra was challenging each other to bottom up’s the red wine.. we finish around 3 cups in total but I don’t feel drunk cos I still can think n move with clear mind.. ppl keep saying I was drunk.. but if I am drunk how can I be so clear in mind.. ?? was I too high ? but I feel sian in side mine heart..
After the dinner ended, I went to Boon Lay Mac to meet The hua Bros, eddy n wei wei..
Seeing Gui Hui n wei wei with sun burns all over and eddy with big bag.. I guess that they went on a trip without me… Gui hua n Eddy was like trying to say something to each other but I was in between them so I can confirm that mine guess was correct.. but I did not mention it out till someone told me that I was smoked.. It was then I told them that I knew about it and I start linking the clues together n confirm with them mine guess… sign… they did when but without me… Even if they invite me I don’t think I can go also… due to work n attendances to the wedding dinner…
Well we have 10 kids set meal ya 10 sets…. Just to get the toy for me they eat 10 sets…
Sorry to u guys whom suffered with me at Mac….
Overall it was n day with up and downs…
26 March…
Early 7.55am woke up when mine gf called, actually I set alarm at 8 am… so I leave house at 830 to meet her up… n as planned we when to orchard.. just walk walk n see see around.. during noon time we watch The Pink Panther movie.. overall was funny (ya It was to be funny)
after movie we head to Marina Square n as per usual we go there sure look for gui hua….
While chatting with gui hua half way his phone msg ring n say that eddy msg him n ask me if eddy did msg me.. well with this I can guess they r meeting up tonight again… n might not be calling me as I did not received any…
But around 8.30pm I receive msg from eddy I not sure if gui hua told eddy that he mention to me about the sms that eddy send to him.. n with that eddy don’t feel comfortable about smoking me n let me noe last min… as things cant be hid from me anymore… But the damage was already done… not once but twice.. first the sentosa trip second the meet up tonight… I don’t noe whats going on with them.. don’t they treat me as friends / buddy / bro anymore ? Anyway… it hurts a lot.. emotional damage will leave scars in heart but physical damage can be healed..
Though today can be a happy day.. but end up… sign… why cant I decide whats gd n bad for me ? why those friends / buddy / bro that I though I finally found as a true treasure that can last forever smoke me till this extend n don’t trust that I noe mine health condition ?
BLEACH 11:12 PM
25 March…
Well This sat might be the last saturday our company officially work on sat….
At work place everyone seems relax.. but I am the only buzy one.. running here and there to complete n rush on documents… stomach acting weird again.. haiz… after work meet mine gf up and we when to mine home.. lunch only was Maggie.. n spend the afternoon laying in bedroom half sleep half talking to her… then around 4 plus left home to jurong east to take the shuttle bus to Raffles country club to attend Nova’s wedding dinner…
Started off feeling sad but as it go by with some red wine.. I did manage to cheer mineself up.. me Emily, Charmine, and Sandra was challenging each other to bottom up’s the red wine.. we finish around 3 cups in total but I don’t feel drunk cos I still can think n move with clear mind.. ppl keep saying I was drunk.. but if I am drunk how can I be so clear in mind.. ?? was I too high ? but I feel sian in side mine heart..
After the dinner ended, I went to Boon Lay Mac to meet The hua Bros, eddy n wei wei..
Seeing Gui Hui n wei wei with sun burns all over and eddy with big bag.. I guess that they went on a trip without me… Gui hua n Eddy was like trying to say something to each other but I was in between them so I can confirm that mine guess was correct.. but I did not mention it out till someone told me that I was smoked.. It was then I told them that I knew about it and I start linking the clues together n confirm with them mine guess… sign… they did when but without me… Even if they invite me I don’t think I can go also… due to work n attendances to the wedding dinner…
Well we have 10 kids set meal ya 10 sets…. Just to get the toy for me they eat 10 sets…
Sorry to u guys whom suffered with me at Mac….
Overall it was n day with up and downs…
26 March…
Early 7.55am woke up when mine gf called, actually I set alarm at 8 am… so I leave house at 830 to meet her up… n as planned we when to orchard.. just walk walk n see see around.. during noon time we watch The Pink Panther movie.. overall was funny (ya It was to be funny)
after movie we head to Marina Square n as per usual we go there sure look for gui hua….
While chatting with gui hua half way his phone msg ring n say that eddy msg him n ask me if eddy did msg me.. well with this I can guess they r meeting up tonight again… n might not be calling me as I did not received any…
But around 8.30pm I receive msg from eddy I not sure if gui hua told eddy that he mention to me about the sms that eddy send to him.. n with that eddy don’t feel comfortable about smoking me n let me noe last min… as things cant be hid from me anymore… But the damage was already done… not once but twice.. first the sentosa trip second the meet up tonight… I don’t noe whats going on with them.. don’t they treat me as friends / buddy / bro anymore ? Anyway… it hurts a lot.. emotional damage will leave scars in heart but physical damage can be healed..
Though today can be a happy day.. but end up… sign… why cant I decide whats gd n bad for me ? why those friends / buddy / bro that I though I finally found as a true treasure that can last forever smoke me till this extend n don’t trust that I noe mine health condition ?
BLEACH 11:12 PM
Feb 24, 2006
Sign…
what happen to me....
why was i thinking ????
how come this week i act so reckless ?
mine reaction to everything was just do without thinking in details… so unlike me….
Maybe due to something that I am pending and that was more important that the rest of it I don’t even take a second look….
Sign…
Today.. vomit again.. what happen to me ???
Just when this whole week mine health was on a smooth ride and suddenly it is back….
What really happening to mine health ???
X-ray don’t even show a thing at all…
Doctor have no clue to it… what happening ??
Please let me recover……
BLEACH 9:45 PM
Sign…
what happen to me....
why was i thinking ????
how come this week i act so reckless ?
mine reaction to everything was just do without thinking in details… so unlike me….
Maybe due to something that I am pending and that was more important that the rest of it I don’t even take a second look….
Sign…
Today.. vomit again.. what happen to me ???
Just when this whole week mine health was on a smooth ride and suddenly it is back….
What really happening to mine health ???
X-ray don’t even show a thing at all…
Doctor have no clue to it… what happening ??
Please let me recover……
BLEACH 9:45 PM
Feb 22, 2006
YES~~!!!~~~!!!
i have fully recovered already....
sorry to made u guys n ladies out there worry about me...
now no more worries... Hey guy when coming out to eat again ?
cant wait till the next meet up...
anyway today in office sounds boring.. same thing work
as per normal... tuesday wed thursday nothing much but monday friday super lots of things... wonder how to change it...
well for that D&D few days ago i got second prize sponsed by local carrier.. that is one DVD plus cash n voucher.. sign... how i hope that USD500 was mine.. but nevermind.. it was over already....
BLEACH 10:41 PM
YES~~!!!~~~!!!
i have fully recovered already....
sorry to made u guys n ladies out there worry about me...
now no more worries... Hey guy when coming out to eat again ?
cant wait till the next meet up...
anyway today in office sounds boring.. same thing work
as per normal... tuesday wed thursday nothing much but monday friday super lots of things... wonder how to change it...
well for that D&D few days ago i got second prize sponsed by local carrier.. that is one DVD plus cash n voucher.. sign... how i hope that USD500 was mine.. but nevermind.. it was over already....
BLEACH 10:41 PM
Feb 21, 2006
我难过
那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来
BLEACH 9:48 PM
我难过
那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来
BLEACH 9:48 PM
finally i noe whats with mine gastric already...
too much juice already...
cant eat too much per meal..
n when feel hungry just eat some thing to kill the juice off hahaha
stuipd right... but sign... how come there is so much gastric juice.. i also dont noe why...
did a test with mine gastric by having some curry today.. not alot but some...
test it with cold drink also.. no side effect for 3 hours already..
tomorrow do some more test on it...
BLEACH 9:42 PM
Feb 20, 2006
Sign... what a day... whole day blur blur at home due to medication..
nothing much happen just play game n an hour nap in the noon..
thats all... wish that i was at work... life's boring with no aims..
wanted to do some designs for website but mine brain is to blur to function...
even broke a cup this morning even though that cup was well placed but i just so blur that i swept mine hand half way across the take to broke it...
tomorrow will go work liao so glad.. but heard that mine office staff will be having a gd lunch as some was lucky n got the money prize.. but haiz.. i will only eat bread for lunch tomorrow due to mine gastric sign... but gd that is that i did not vomit today but cough alot n quite hard one...
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Though of today...
Treasure the ppl, the things, n everything around u.. cos out of the blue u might lose it one day with out any notice or tell tale signs
BLEACH 8:58 PM
Sign... what a day... whole day blur blur at home due to medication..
nothing much happen just play game n an hour nap in the noon..
thats all... wish that i was at work... life's boring with no aims..
wanted to do some designs for website but mine brain is to blur to function...
even broke a cup this morning even though that cup was well placed but i just so blur that i swept mine hand half way across the take to broke it...
tomorrow will go work liao so glad.. but heard that mine office staff will be having a gd lunch as some was lucky n got the money prize.. but haiz.. i will only eat bread for lunch tomorrow due to mine gastric sign... but gd that is that i did not vomit today but cough alot n quite hard one...
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Though of today...
Treasure the ppl, the things, n everything around u.. cos out of the blue u might lose it one day with out any notice or tell tale signs
BLEACH 8:58 PM
Feb 19, 2006
well after yesterdays 4 time of vomiting..
i went to SGH today to see a doc...
it took X-ray for mine lungs and stomach... everything seems ok..
nothing was wrong..
n just said that i was down with gastric problem
was given a day MC.. but dont noe if i should take it.. see how i am tomorrow..
sign.. now also suffering from serious headache..
cant think properly...
sorry if u r unable to understand mine post.. brain cant function that well now..
Thanks sharon for being with me to hospital n back home taking care of me..
Thanks mine bro ah hua, eddy, n all other friends n colleagues whom r concern about me.
Thanks everyone.. (but I don’t think mine colleagues will noe about this blog anyway)
BLEACH 9:13 PM
well after yesterdays 4 time of vomiting..
i went to SGH today to see a doc...
it took X-ray for mine lungs and stomach... everything seems ok..
nothing was wrong..
n just said that i was down with gastric problem
was given a day MC.. but dont noe if i should take it.. see how i am tomorrow..
sign.. now also suffering from serious headache..
cant think properly...
sorry if u r unable to understand mine post.. brain cant function that well now..
Thanks sharon for being with me to hospital n back home taking care of me..
Thanks mine bro ah hua, eddy, n all other friends n colleagues whom r concern about me.
Thanks everyone.. (but I don’t think mine colleagues will noe about this blog anyway)
BLEACH 9:13 PM
Well today morning n noon was a boring one..
maybe bcos mine dear is not with me...
feeling werid... miss her...
well as for the cruise today...
i dress quite formal...
although some of mine colleuage say they will wear jeans (as it is allowed)
but i still prefer to wear abit formal for this type of function..
when arrive at harbour front.. i saw sam who wear quite casual.. i was thinking that ok.. i might really going to be the only one who wear formal n be the clown for the day.. haha..
but lucky when the agents turn up i found that mine dress code can blend in easily lucky me..
just before boarding the cruise.. i vomited once.. just yesterday hope it will be better but sign.. it did not.. guess what.. i also have headache as a gift to tag along with mine current condition.. what else could be better....
waited one hour for the cruise to arrive n we board the cruise... not to bad (maybe i not too choosy) after the cruise left the dock, the DJ played some games.. n follow by buffet dinner just when the dinner started.. i when to vomit again.. (second time) after that i found that non of the food i can eat.. what a day.. so all i did was sit down close mine eyes n rest n the kind crew provide me with sea sick pills but i just told them i am not sea sick but i was already sick before i onboard..but the vomitting did not end there.. after the meal the DJ contiune the games.. in mid of it.. i when to vomit.. (third time) pratically almost the whole of mine lunch is being vomit out... after the games was over it was lucky draw.. but not lucky me.. non was mine name..
total of 9 prize of which 4 was USD500, 1 was 10,000 Yen, RM1000, ticket to barcelona, sydney and a holiday to one of the phillpines island.. n a additional last min prize was another USD500.... after the lucky draw was dance.. just when the DJ start the song.. i went to vomit (forth time) to finish off throwing out mine lunch.. what a wonderful day man...
after the cruise dock at singapore it was already 11.. have to thanks betty n her husband for giving us a lift even though she drop me at chinese garden but to me it was enough.. did not want to disturb her n her husband..
so i walk to the nearest busstop n took bus home...
What a day...
BLEACH 12:31 AM
Feb 18, 2006
haiz.. though today will be better but worst leh...
yesterday only vomit (so call la but nothing came out feel like coughing from the stomach) twice... today thrice...
strange thing is that it only happen in the day not at night..
tonight also meet up at jingle bell with eddy pei rong n wei wei...
talk about the webby stuff.. n other entertainment...
wah eddy call me Net Executive.. presure by the name...
later cannot work out die la... make a fool out of mineself..
hope tomorrow (18 feb) mine cough will be better... n might include something in this blog also keep a look out :p
BLEACH 2:01 AM
haiz.. though today will be better but worst leh...
yesterday only vomit (so call la but nothing came out feel like coughing from the stomach) twice... today thrice...
strange thing is that it only happen in the day not at night..
tonight also meet up at jingle bell with eddy pei rong n wei wei...
talk about the webby stuff.. n other entertainment...
wah eddy call me Net Executive.. presure by the name...
later cannot work out die la... make a fool out of mineself..
hope tomorrow (18 feb) mine cough will be better... n might include something in this blog also keep a look out :p
BLEACH 2:01 AM
Feb 16, 2006
whahaha guess what i sick again
hahaha today feel like vomiting, when to tried twice.. but nothing came out.. as normal..
haiz... what to do seen a doc... taken medication.. gastric n Coughing problem… sign… why sick again.. Company D&D on sat leh.. go cruise leh.. also don’t noe what to wear for the cruise.. they say can wear jeans n shirt.. but I feel like wearing formal leh.. how......
now i only hope i can recover fast n mine laptop is up n running.. no laptop sian leh..
well this is one of the many photo we took during the chalet.. but i like this one bcos all of the gang is in this pic..
BLEACH 10:29 PM
whahaha guess what i sick again
hahaha today feel like vomiting, when to tried twice.. but nothing came out.. as normal..
haiz... what to do seen a doc... taken medication.. gastric n Coughing problem… sign… why sick again.. Company D&D on sat leh.. go cruise leh.. also don’t noe what to wear for the cruise.. they say can wear jeans n shirt.. but I feel like wearing formal leh.. how......
now i only hope i can recover fast n mine laptop is up n running.. no laptop sian leh..
well this is one of the many photo we took during the chalet.. but i like this one bcos all of the gang is in this pic..
BLEACH 10:29 PM
Feb 15, 2006
well yesterday did nothing much just when to mine gf place to sit beside her while she laid in bed watch TV n sleep...
just like watching her sleep... so peaceful just like it soo much....
well today nothing much happen.. just like normal at work... boring n sian... it is only after work that i found out today no dinner.. sian...
try to ask hua out but his HP off "( eddy dinner with his parent... only pei rong was free so i wait for her at the train platform at raffles n we took the train to jurong point for dinner...
today is also the birth-day for our Lao Di Fang group...
hope more things will happen n we are able to keep in contact more often...
BLEACH 10:41 PM
well yesterday did nothing much just when to mine gf place to sit beside her while she laid in bed watch TV n sleep...
just like watching her sleep... so peaceful just like it soo much....
well today nothing much happen.. just like normal at work... boring n sian... it is only after work that i found out today no dinner.. sian...
try to ask hua out but his HP off "( eddy dinner with his parent... only pei rong was free so i wait for her at the train platform at raffles n we took the train to jurong point for dinner...
today is also the birth-day for our Lao Di Fang group...
hope more things will happen n we are able to keep in contact more often...
BLEACH 10:41 PM
Feb 14, 2006
now is officially V day now since it have pass 12 am... have plans for sharon have got her flowers n was to delivered to her work place, plans to eat n go for movie.. but some news shock me on 13 feb.. that was sharon was sick.... haiz.. have to rush down after work to collect the flower as she will not working...
wish that i can fetch her from her place to mine house to take care of her... she cant have a proper rest at her home.. how i wish i can be with her now... take care of her when she sleep....
i miss the way she sleep... i can sit lay down beside her to see her sleep for hours it never made me tired at all....
anyway i am doing fine now.. dont feel like vomiting already.. although today did feel abit once.. but was alot more better compare to last week where i really want to vomit..... the doc just say I have virus… if nothing happen is fine.. but if something happen might have to go hospital for more check up.. signz.. really hope nothing happen to me…
BLEACH 12:48 AM
now is officially V day now since it have pass 12 am... have plans for sharon have got her flowers n was to delivered to her work place, plans to eat n go for movie.. but some news shock me on 13 feb.. that was sharon was sick.... haiz.. have to rush down after work to collect the flower as she will not working...
wish that i can fetch her from her place to mine house to take care of her... she cant have a proper rest at her home.. how i wish i can be with her now... take care of her when she sleep....
i miss the way she sleep... i can sit lay down beside her to see her sleep for hours it never made me tired at all....
anyway i am doing fine now.. dont feel like vomiting already.. although today did feel abit once.. but was alot more better compare to last week where i really want to vomit..... the doc just say I have virus… if nothing happen is fine.. but if something happen might have to go hospital for more check up.. signz.. really hope nothing happen to me…
BLEACH 12:48 AM
Feb 12, 2006
well when to chalet costa sand (pasir ris) from 10 Feb to 12 Feb.... thats why did not post anything :P
have to thanks all mine friends for helping me :P
Thanks to Xinyao for coming all the way from woodlands to help me carry things to chalet.
Thanks to Eddy for assisting in bringing stuffs to chalet :p and sorry to let you wait outside the door while i was actually at white sand :P
Thanks to Wei wei for helping to buy food for chalet, hey ur Jellies taste nice ok :p hope to get more of it... (greedy me) i am also sorry to let u wait outside the chalet with eddy :P forgive me ok...
Thanks to Alice, whom help cleaning up after the BBQ :p
BTW : hey alice although we are not near the airport but there is a airbase near our place ok :P (joking don’t take it to heart)
Thanks to Pong, for helping to top up our supplies of drink and charcoal, sorry that we did not eat the Maggie you have bring.
Thanks to Ming hua for coming early on Friday night and rush back to work on sat… do take care of ur health ok… u should noe la u don’t sleep enough something happen… ( we have a new nick for you liao hahah)
To Shawn and Jasmine nice meeting you ppls.
Thanks to Gui Hua, whom help us get some last min food and the surprise :P
Thanks to Rong for white lie to distracting Sharon :p
Above all, Thanks to everyone’s present and assistance to make the surprise for Sharon a successful one and that she totally have no clue about it till it happen….
This chalet was a funny and memorable one, it have manage to bring us to know some people better, even Xinyao whom we hardly have chance to meet up due to the geographical location we staying at,
On the first day of chalet nothing much really happen just that we ton night playing cards and open door for their arrival,
During the second chalet Eddy manage to have a chance to learn roller-bladding , but me and xinyao also stress out by not letting eddy fall down. But our main event was the BBQ, overall was a successful one as all the food purchase was not wasted and everyone play their part whether in cleaning or setting up BBQ, during the BBQ I was keeping an eye on the clock as I was waiting for Gui Hua’s arrival as he was the holding the final puzzle for the surprise, which was the flower. Just before he arrived I brief them all one by one on whats their role and whats going to happen after Gui Hua’s arrival while briefing them we manage to keep it away from Sharon :p Alice, Eddy was the camera man, Ming hua assist in playing the CD, while the rest try to distraict Sharon while I pick the flower up. After Gui Hua arrived from the front door and Ming hua played the song, I enter from the back door without sharon’s notice, and surprise her from the back and pass her the flower and did the surprise which was to me the main event for the whole chalet… that is to propose to her. She tired to run and hid her shy face but was held back, by all who witness this whole successful event that take place.
Thanks everyone in helping me to make this surprise for Sharon… Thanks..
Let’s hope this memory stay with us forever and that we will be together no matter what happen be it good or bad, happy or sad.
Sorry to those whom know why I was in a bad mood while preparing the BBQ, as I strongly believe in that “if we were to do enjoy we will do it together, if we were to work we will do it together” because if most r working and some go play.. it will make those that do the work feel low in moral and let them having a feeling of unfairness.
BLEACH 9:51 PM
well when to chalet costa sand (pasir ris) from 10 Feb to 12 Feb.... thats why did not post anything :P
have to thanks all mine friends for helping me :P
Thanks to Xinyao for coming all the way from woodlands to help me carry things to chalet.
Thanks to Eddy for assisting in bringing stuffs to chalet :p and sorry to let you wait outside the door while i was actually at white sand :P
Thanks to Wei wei for helping to buy food for chalet, hey ur Jellies taste nice ok :p hope to get more of it... (greedy me) i am also sorry to let u wait outside the chalet with eddy :P forgive me ok...
Thanks to Alice, whom help cleaning up after the BBQ :p
BTW : hey alice although we are not near the airport but there is a airbase near our place ok :P (joking don’t take it to heart)
Thanks to Pong, for helping to top up our supplies of drink and charcoal, sorry that we did not eat the Maggie you have bring.
Thanks to Ming hua for coming early on Friday night and rush back to work on sat… do take care of ur health ok… u should noe la u don’t sleep enough something happen… ( we have a new nick for you liao hahah)
To Shawn and Jasmine nice meeting you ppls.
Thanks to Gui Hua, whom help us get some last min food and the surprise :P
Thanks to Rong for white lie to distracting Sharon :p
Above all, Thanks to everyone’s present and assistance to make the surprise for Sharon a successful one and that she totally have no clue about it till it happen….
This chalet was a funny and memorable one, it have manage to bring us to know some people better, even Xinyao whom we hardly have chance to meet up due to the geographical location we staying at,
On the first day of chalet nothing much really happen just that we ton night playing cards and open door for their arrival,
During the second chalet Eddy manage to have a chance to learn roller-bladding , but me and xinyao also stress out by not letting eddy fall down. But our main event was the BBQ, overall was a successful one as all the food purchase was not wasted and everyone play their part whether in cleaning or setting up BBQ, during the BBQ I was keeping an eye on the clock as I was waiting for Gui Hua’s arrival as he was the holding the final puzzle for the surprise, which was the flower. Just before he arrived I brief them all one by one on whats their role and whats going to happen after Gui Hua’s arrival while briefing them we manage to keep it away from Sharon :p Alice, Eddy was the camera man, Ming hua assist in playing the CD, while the rest try to distraict Sharon while I pick the flower up. After Gui Hua arrived from the front door and Ming hua played the song, I enter from the back door without sharon’s notice, and surprise her from the back and pass her the flower and did the surprise which was to me the main event for the whole chalet… that is to propose to her. She tired to run and hid her shy face but was held back, by all who witness this whole successful event that take place.
Thanks everyone in helping me to make this surprise for Sharon… Thanks..
Let’s hope this memory stay with us forever and that we will be together no matter what happen be it good or bad, happy or sad.
Sorry to those whom know why I was in a bad mood while preparing the BBQ, as I strongly believe in that “if we were to do enjoy we will do it together, if we were to work we will do it together” because if most r working and some go play.. it will make those that do the work feel low in moral and let them having a feeling of unfairness.
BLEACH 9:51 PM
Feb 10, 2006
Tim & James best friend whom both face problems in work, they are unable to the take presure so they when to look for their master to seek advise on their work, after sitting there for half a day the master advise was only "all is just for a rice bowl"
both of them left, Tim left the company and set up a business, years of hardwork paid off and he became success. While James stayed on work hard and was holding a high manager position years later.
After their sucess they meet up and talk about it, Tim asked James why he did not left the company. James reply was all is just for a rice bowl just endure it and learn it then everything will be fine. While James reply was all is just for a rice bowl why endure and why not open a company on his own.
They went to seek their master for and advise that was given to them years ago, after waiting for half a day their master reply was "all was just a moment of decision"
A moment of decision can change one's life. Ppl maybe just confuse and need an advise but the final outcome will all depend on how that person think...
A coin have 2 face,
it is just depend on how one look at it.
it can be gd or bad, sad or happy,
love or hate, life or death.
it is all divided by a thin line of choice,
wrong choice will lead to regets.
choose well and dont reget.
Every problem have a bright side it will only depend on how the person handle it, and how the person see's it
BLEACH 11:52 AM
Tim & James best friend whom both face problems in work, they are unable to the take presure so they when to look for their master to seek advise on their work, after sitting there for half a day the master advise was only "all is just for a rice bowl"
both of them left, Tim left the company and set up a business, years of hardwork paid off and he became success. While James stayed on work hard and was holding a high manager position years later.
After their sucess they meet up and talk about it, Tim asked James why he did not left the company. James reply was all is just for a rice bowl just endure it and learn it then everything will be fine. While James reply was all is just for a rice bowl why endure and why not open a company on his own.
They went to seek their master for and advise that was given to them years ago, after waiting for half a day their master reply was "all was just a moment of decision"
A moment of decision can change one's life. Ppl maybe just confuse and need an advise but the final outcome will all depend on how that person think...
A coin have 2 face,
it is just depend on how one look at it.
it can be gd or bad, sad or happy,
love or hate, life or death.
it is all divided by a thin line of choice,
wrong choice will lead to regets.
choose well and dont reget.
Every problem have a bright side it will only depend on how the person handle it, and how the person see's it
BLEACH 11:52 AM
Feb 9, 2006
most part of this song really reflect how i felt...
special to that person....
this is the part that really reflect how i felt...
明天开始我将如何面对 没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby babylove can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻 话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
baby babylove should be so beautiful
你给的太多 现在我才懂
enjoy the whole song.....
这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼
现在是凌晨三点钟喝了
点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜
暂时把心放空
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby babylove can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
baby babylove
should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
现在是凌晨三点钟喝了
点酒头有点痛
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
凌乱的房间里头
还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走
我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底才能看得透
BLEACH 4:39 PM
most part of this song really reflect how i felt...
special to that person....
this is the part that really reflect how i felt...
明天开始我将如何面对 没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby babylove can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻 话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
baby babylove should be so beautiful
你给的太多 现在我才懂
enjoy the whole song.....
这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼
现在是凌晨三点钟喝了
点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜
暂时把心放空
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby babylove can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
baby babylove
should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
现在是凌晨三点钟喝了
点酒头有点痛
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
凌乱的房间里头
还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走
我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底才能看得透
BLEACH 4:39 PM
精灵{林俊杰}
月光下的你沉默而孤单
挺直的脊梁和瘦削的肩膀
眼里的迷惘
影子的苍
凉夜雾茫茫
可以对着你一整个晚
上什么都不说数着呼吸幻
想想着真实的你到底怎样
怎么坚强
但爱轻悄悄的追来的不露痕迹
化成一件外衣
披上眼前的你我思念到了底
就一直逗留在你心里
因为我遇见你像一场虚拟的游戏
我认识你也只是网路上一段讯息
你若不在我的脑海
就一片空白
因为我不停猜想你的心思你的脸
模拟着和你见面走在一起的画面
我会等待你能接受
这么爱
BLEACH 3:53 PM