Aug 2, 2008

work wise...
it is 2 months since she left the company.. still trying to look for replacement..

one came and gone... everyweek taking 2 days of urgent leave from work.. after that one left only to discover alot of problem left behind..

with more job load coming in.. dont noe how long more i can cope...


family wise...
nothing much have change.. only time flies.. and baby is coming to the world soon...
have a name in mind but did not tell ppl yet...


friends wise....
when was the last time we all meet up... kind of miss ET, Wei, Alice, Des, Weiming, Zi An, Hua... tried to arrange but all are tied up with their times....

BLEACH 8:40 AM


Jun 26, 2008

Well she is no longer with us... alot more peace.. and lesser trouble.. but job load alot more.. they still looking for the right person to hire... almost a month liao.. everyday work late n tired...

it is confirm.. the baby is male.. so far progressing fine that is one gd new.. as days go by more and more stress on me.. maybe because of housing and kid...

BLEACH 8:37 AM


May 17, 2008

feel so down lately...

at work everything that is not my fault seems to link themself to me even if that things is not my at all.. hire my to do Full but end up i now Loose, Air, Trans, Con... even talk to me saying i should do only Full and will judge my work base on that.. but on the other hand.. they push all others to me... ask me to give my Loose and trans to her.. but her dnt even want to learn just complain out loud and keep asking me over her desk to explain n tell and guide.. everytime the same thing... some job they want me to handle them.. but on the other hand tell me my performance will not be judge by that.. what am i supose to do.. if dont really care about it will also end up my problem... at least some customer prise me for the gd job done.. but dont think they noe about it..

lately dont noe why i just cant sleep well.... haiz...

baby 4th month liao... my wife when check up herself with my mother.. they get to hear the heart beat of him/her...



BLEACH 11:23 AM


Apr 16, 2008

this two week... i am stuck with afew big decision..

one of my close buddy told me before
==========================
in life there is afew big decision..
- buy house
- continue education
- marriage
- change job
- having kids
==========================

Well I am stuck with 2 or maybe 3 of them… a house, change job and now have a kid… with my wife having a baby now… it is not easy to change job.. few weeks ago a chance have came knocking on my door.. a gd chance.. I wanted to jump to that chance.. but now.. I cant.. cos of housing issue…

Haiz… so much things I wanted to say but I cant…. Who can share all this problem with me ?? I don’t noe anymore…





Song lyrics | Life Is Like A Boat lyrics

BLEACH 8:44 AM


Mar 31, 2008

擦肩而過


詞曲:譚志華
編曲：屠穎

我愛著誰　愛到我有點醉
告訴我你是誰　能夠把我讓我變不對
你不會累　但我卻愛你愛到好累
從沒有為了誰　不顧安危付出一切
站在這平衡點　我還是覺得有點危險
或許是看不見　只能夠靠感覺

他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

你聽我說　你不要這麼做
你不要看著我　說你已經知道怎麼做
你很難受　我願意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛　再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在這平衡點　我還是覺得有點危險
或許是看不見　只能夠靠感覺

他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

BLEACH 8:33 AM


Mar 16, 2008

almost 4 month since marriage...
a number of things happen this few months..

one is a gd new... sharon is preg almost 3 month preg already..
another is finally finish shifting office

more busy months ahead..

BLEACH 8:27 PM


Jan 22, 2008

Well i left Zim log on 4 Jan..
ended my 4 month stay there..
learn quite a number of things.. also saw how one person use words to kill the relationship in work....

words can save or kill life...
words can be beautiful at the same time ugly..

after left zim.. i miss some colleuages there...

now at a new company.. doing what i prefer most.. general cargo..
i feel better..

there is also staff there is very experience to guide me and my chance to learn more things from him...

in six months.. so much have change..
- change job from AGS to Zim and now new company.
- got settle down and married...


alot more to come in future...

BLEACH 8:47 AM


Dec 30, 2007

我不配 by Jay 周杰倫


这街上太拥挤　
太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　
在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿　
又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　
隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
这街上太拥挤　
太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　
在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿　
又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　
隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

BLEACH 1:46 PM





Year 2007 & 2008 + I LEFT ZIM LOG

well.. this wed i have just sumbit my tender letter to A...
my last day of service to Zim log will be nxt friday 4 Jan..
and start work on a new company on 7 Jan..

SOE.. sound like quite a high position.. pressure man..

but due to many reason i have to leave Zim...
- too many backstabbing is one of the reason..
- i cant work with that person any more..

finally this month can clear all the out standing after wedding issue that is needed to be clear..

plans for 2008
- Study a diploma
- Hope can travel to Europe (but must have enough $)
- embark on another saving journey
- not to let go the bonding with my friends
- to forgive and forget


issue happen on Year 2007...
- switch job from AGS to ZIM and now going to change again.. haiz
- gastric better already..
- lost some friends and noe some new one..
- married with sharon

BLEACH 1:33 PM


Dec 15, 2007

不是我的错我们都听过
完美的时候要更多
找这时候说的太多
有时候的我
只想和你一样沉默
不想单单罗罗嗦嗦
水也灭不掉的火

也许大男人真的很男人
也许大男人没那么男人
少了点风度还是不承认
有时候错的并不知道错的
不想借口只是直接一天说
有时候女孩没那么小孩
心里的无奈也需要点关怀
遗憾的遗留变成勉强了
怎么能重新再来

BLEACH 10:55 AM